I saw him coming and I turned my head. Oh my God, what the hell is he doing here. He doesn't shop in Gurgaon. I freaked out, I was freaking out. Ok, may be not freaking out but I tried to ignore the obvious. "Hey, omg, long time, can't believe this.." What can you not believe? Am I a ghost, or did I loose a leg?? People will crash in to people loser, I thought..I don't know but a zillion thoughts raced through my mind..Why were we not talking? Why the hell was I upset? What was the whole deal about? I could not recall. May be I din't want to coz all you know it might be stupid.
Friends come, friends go. I am 24, I should be mature. Life is not school, college anymore. But for some reason, I have given up on some good people for reasons I can't recall. Sometimes I really feel like picking up the phone and calling all of them, one by one and say 'What's up? What made u go off my radar. Why u didn't try harder to make it work?' All I know is they can't recall the reasons like me. Or genuine reasons like they were busy, or they didn't care or the anti social disease. Would I or we ever grow over trivial issues? I don't know. When you crash in to people or things that involve them, you pause for a minute and think about all this 'stuff.' Unfortunately or fortunately, the feeling doesn't last forever. I don't know if I should be glad about the friends I have made and friends I have kept..
Keeping thinking,
Till then
CJ
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